Too much not enough everything in between

Man I'm tired.

I feel WAY off kilter. Thinking it may be the weather. Perhaps early PMS as well. It's not going well for me.

I'm exhausted. The last few days have been really draining and really trying. Miss Lil scared the shit out of us Friday night. Still not sure what happened. And being a crappy mother I still haven't bothered to email her pediatrician for further advice. Short answer is that we ended up at the children's hospital er worried she'd ingested something. Turns out didn't happen and no good reason for her symptoms. The only possible answer is a possible seizure. Which is not a great answer but better for me than the other options. Considering the type of seizure they were discussing are relatively common in children and generally not harmful I'm not too worried. Need to keep an eye on her and such but sounds like everything was handled right after talking with another mom at Lil's school today who had the same thing (almost to a t) happen with one of her sons.

The weekend was a busy one with lots going on and too much time spent out in the sun. Too much laundry. And putting together of beds for the kids.

Lily slept in her bed two nights ago until 430a. Last night only until midnight. Liam had yet to sleep at all in his bed though he did lie down many times however he's been in there an hour now and is ZONKED. We'll see!

I'm trying to feel less stressed and finally getting more sleep.

I'm trying to finish this damn ass blog and getting distracted.

All I know is Liam's asleep in his bed. Lil just got put into her bed. And I'm about to take pics. Will update once they're both asleep. In their still messy half storage area room but has two fabulous beds in there with two fabulous sleeping peeps.

xoxo, M

realtime pics...





My babies? Are really behaving like grown ups right now. I guess we'll see how long it lasts and if it continues past tonight.

Cod it's so bittersweet. We've always coslept! (the exception being when I was pregnant and sleeping on the couch but Lily was still WITH me if we want to be official.) I'm sure they'll be in later on but still! Right now? My babies are in their own room. Together! <3 <3 and more <3